I simply can not find the right way to stop thinking as I do, if I could only find the words so you would really understand.
If I could, nevertheless, to know what was right and wrong

You really want to try to get the other person to understand, how you feel and how you plan, but feels that the judgement never listen?

But while you sit and guess what has happened, the words that are used and what emotions this person felt, you have to remember that you should not really judge people by their past. because you´ve done just the same

we say that you would try to tell the truth, and the rest just laugh at you.
Explains how stupid in the head you are who feel just like that?

The person may not even condemn you in this way, but perhaps helps you through everything?
keep in mind that he has moved on and it's you he likes.

shit the same, you would not understand.
it's just something I talking myself into to make it easier. 
you  condemns me for what I do, but do not think about that you is doing the same thing yourself. 
you  will not say the truth, but do you know what?..... the truth will come out eventually!!

now what? I'll continue to try, I'm going to beat this.
I haven't failed, I've found 10,000 ways that don't work!